Am so sorry for your loss of ladybird,they are like our children,and we all mourn for them.
MY poco ,died in my arms too,its just heartwrenching to go through this.MIne was extremely playful puppy,then as your furbaby,was sleeping alot 1 day and a bit of a runny nose.Then the ugly seizures appeared,was no stoping them.
After ,6 days in the uga hospital ,was nothing they could do for poco,high fever and endless suffering of seizures.
It was my duty as a mom to hold my furbaby as he went to heaven.
I totally understand what your going through,God had plans for our furbabies for some reason,allthough it breaks our own hearts to loose them.
It seems like a lot of puppies are dieing of these things,parvo,distemper,gme.
Even with all of the vacinations,it still happens.
After 3000.00,noone could really tell me why poco died,only a autopsy of his brain could tell.
Was noway! I was letting him go through any more,I brought him home and burried him here.
But anyways,Please take care of yourself,nothing you could of done differently that would of changed the outcome Im sure.As I have racked my brain for days ,just wondering if I had done anything differently.
Again,Im so so sorry for your loss,just remember your sweetie is still in your heart.
B safe Nez